it’s not too late

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‘fucking go already’
i hear myself think
when?
who the fuck am i to ask
i used to pity myself
i used to make it like i was strong
i had balance
but i didn’t have a plan
i made excuses
‘when i have a plan, i’ll change
i’ll go after my dream’
grow up
but i didn’t have a dream
so i wasted time
…
i don’t want to waste time anymore
it’s not too late
sometimes just going after nothing is the beginning
it could be reading a book series
or painting a house
once i start doing it
i won’t stop
that’s the secret
getting addicted to the right thing
take that first step
just try
and try again
and again and again
one day
i’ll see results
and it’ll be the best fucking day ever

~lwa